There is no ghost, or at least I do not think so. Last night at about 10 pm I sent my sister a text to ask her a question that I already knew the answer to. Then we got to talking about Boys and Men… and how we should both worry less. It was a little strange how one minute she would be telling me something and it seemed no less than ten minutes later I was telling her something similar.
I do not know why we both think that if WE do everything the right way than our problems will all be solved. Once we meet a guy if we say the right things and do the right things that it will all fall into place, but I think not. I think there has to be a lot of magic involved. And what is magic, but some fun trickery in which all want to be involved. I am not a magician… I am not saying that love is a trick. I believe in love, but I think that it is love that makes all the smoke and mirrors work. I believe that you have to work on love, because you choose to love.
Anyways after the long conversation in which we both got worked up and solved nothing… I could not fall asleep. But it seems that soon after I did fall asleep, I half awoke to hear a female voice talking. I thought, “Well its my neighbors outside. Wow, it sounds like someone is right down stairs… Is someone down stairs? Now why are you trying to scare yourself.” So I got up and checked the window and it was closed… I tried to look outside, but I saw nothing, because I did not have my glasses on.
But then again… ever since I have been looking I have not heard anything. Plus who would be up so late, talking so loud… and actually it was not a loud talking, it was just a carrying voice. So I laid back down and heard it again… But I was so tired that I could not care anymore, and my last thought before drifting back off to sleep was that, “No one should have to sleep alone.”
Needless to say, I did not sleep well last night!
